"MURDERING GOD"

Our planet, this tiny whirling fully "alive" space orb, is a naturally evolved mortality generating impulse with a singularly unique ability to bring forth an organically animated manifestation. It is a world of tangible living carbon based organically enlivened reality, that's surviving and even flourishing in the blackness of the interstellar void. As unique as it is rare, this space "bubble" is harboring fragile natural life, and as we now know from our as yet rather meager but admittedly growing space exploits, a great deal of the immense cosmos is a barren hostile place, much of it existing as an immense void that's full of lifeless vacuum. It is occasionally dotted with nuclear furnaces just like our sun that we have named stars. Surrounding many of these sun stars are orbiting planets reminiscent of our own solar system. Very few however will be just like this world that we call home, because we are indeed inhabiting a unique and very rare cosmic world.

This Earth, is literally a life protective haven within the hostile organically desolate cosmic desert, it is literally all that we have - this is it, and amazingly this was truly enough for who and what evolution had conceived, but considering the callous destructive ways our supposed intelligence is acting, is it really adequate anymore to contain our neglectful ebullience? Or perhaps we have simply allowed our intelligence to delude ourselves about what this planet actually is, and more impotently what it really should be representing in our lives.

We humans are literally alive inside an admittedly imperfect, and yet somehow it's an organically perfected living realm. The Earth we inhabit exists then, as an interdependent life-supporting realm on which everything, including ourselves, are tightly and closely linked. We live upon an intricately interconnected fully animated living cosmic realm. All life on this living orb exists inside the "womb" and natural sphere of influence, the manifestation of an evolutionarily driven organically impulsed endless cycle of give and take....give and take.

However, while we came out of the evolutionary mud of cosmic infinity and have formed as a supposed advanced species, on this fertile cosmic reality of an alive animated planetary existence. We have always taken it for granted and therefore we have grabbed far too much, many times more than is our fair share, the result is we have managed to derail and virtually wipe out all organically in-tune truths. Collectively one would have thought that the obvious realization regarding life on this planet, would be to carefully weave ourselves intimately into this closely interconnected symbiosis of planetary reality.

However what often seems the most plainly obvious is often not the chosen path. The planet's ultra thin biosphere, containing all presently known life, our organic lifepod should be viewed by the sentient intelligence here on this planet, that's us, as a "Godsphere". This planet has produced an aware sentient reality of itself, literally we are the off shoots from the divine, that planetary primal ethereal creator of experiential life.

There is, however, an idiosyncratic misunderstanding that appears to have come into being from the moment our earliest shamanistic societies began conjuring up false and misleading speculation, regarding that central question of exactly who we are and where as a species do we belong. Humans have evolved up until this point in our collective life span, by ignoring, trivializing, and literally dismissing the genuine intrinsic organic nature that's inherent in the planetary life stream. We prop up our modern societies and propel them ahead, but we do it without the slightest consideration regarding planetary organic fidelity and integrity. We do not even respect this planet's supreme authority and it's overriding authenticity to be considered as our "God". We operate and indeed blindly stumble along, under the tattered heavily scared ancient mantle of an ill formed, ideologically erroneous, greedily corrupted assumption, regarding basic planetary understanding and reasoning.

Willfully ignoring the intrinsic viability health and integrity on this harbor of planetary life, as we calculatingly devise for ourselves only, a commodity driven, emotionally devoid, business oriented scheming system of existence. One cobbled together from an ill-conceived scenario, where we approvingly collectively abuse and wreck havoc on this organically animated reality to nourish our own commercially biased conception of it. The planet's flora and fauna are bullied and beaten into submission and are carelessly without much regard, murdered without count, just to serve petty human purpose. This for-profit only formulation clashes violently against the nature of organic planetary life. It is what we humans greedily want and not what the planet actually requires from us to healthily maintain it's life supporting integrity

All of which has driven we humans into birthing and nurturing an incredibly selfish, highly destructive, unsustainable impulse that's driving everything towards nearing termination. It is turning into the blatant murdering of this "womb of life" and the separation of humanity from the fundamental core impulse of natural cosmic existence.

Our entire human collective has become detached from the real genuine organic planetary life stream. The result is, we have created a society dependent upon countless mercantile "heavens", our commodity overflowing shopping center universes. Places where one might purchase factory made consumer marketed goods, through which to live out ones flawed conception of this life, through our materially minded dreams. It is this mercenarily driven world view that has rapidly formed into the fast flowing, highly polluting, industrial scale, super commerce global trade way. Unfortunately it is a biosphere destructive thoroughfare, made up of our product "wishes"; constructed using the pseudo mortar and bricks that are nothing less than basest of human carnality, the greed of human want, and the lust and pride of ownership.

To try and balance this false repugnantly artificial reality that we have created for ourselves, we repeatedly ask for guidance, salvation, and redemption from numerous "off world" gods. Humanity in general accepts the notion of god as one who is all controlling, a figure of power who, while considered genderless is still thought of as a he. We gave him a place of residence, generally known as heaven or paradise. This became a mythical hallowed place in the sky, where god exerted authority and passed judgment on various human actions. In our minds this god has even agreed to answer individual prayers, and according to our beliefs tells us that this planet and its biosphere are literally ours to make use of as we see fit.

We even go so far as to pretend that these blessing have been interpreted for us through our religions and are the direct intentions of god. This bogus religious permission has permitted us to fashion and mold our civilization on destructive unstable commercial quick sands of an industrially led annihilative reality charge; permitting runaway population explosion and the collective freedom to rape and plunder nature. By perceiving this powerful entity as having control over humanity, we therefore remove individual responsibility for our collective behavior. It has freed humans to do as they please and then, at the end, either beg or better yet, pay through religious offerings for forgiveness and understanding from the one who is all-powerful. We have crafted a tidy highly corrupted little system of ongoing forgiveness to absolve ourselves of any blame in the destruction of this prime reality.

Collectively we have allowed our umbilical attachment from the planet to cunningly be severed and removed from our sight. It was then replaced by a long litany of imagined fabrications and lies. The plain truth is, when our highly active but very flawed human imaginations try, as they have done for millennia, to focus themselves on the perplexing questions regarding divinity. What we collectively most often perceive of as constituting the divine reality, is usually a male dominating "god" figure in who's image we have been made. It is an entity who, miraculously looks and thinks just like we do. These human delusions about divinity have infected and are endlessly distorting, thus misleading and deceiving our collective mind's eye on this basic issue. That of recognizing what the naked unadulterated construct and definition of god or things divine should be in a primary planetary context.

The plain simple truth is this, there are no originating or sponsoring deities to be discovered or flushed out anywhere. This collective religious concept that we have of off-world gods unfortunately has walked humanity even further away from the natural planetary impulse for life.

We alone have created the devotion too and the concept of invented gods; we did it nobly to justify, provide comfort, and explain our seeming unexplainable existence. But these intellectually realized religious imaginings are humanly flawed and in reality are not even close to the actuality of cosmic conception. The wonderment of god in the religious sense, he who is all powerful, knows and controls all aspects of life, has become as unnatural as our concrete and asphalt cities; and fearfully just as irrelevant. God that's meant to offer comfort and guidance has evolved into nothing more than a father figure substitute in humanity's quest for meaningful redemption.

Still, this bogus religious reality pervades and infects, thus it haunts and badly distorts the entire society. Humanity endlessly seeks salvation and forgiveness from literally empty hollow erroneous human imaginings. Stories meant to provide reassurance take on a misguided air, one festooned with untruthful fabrications. It is like there is an awkward ugly cancerous growth stubbornly clinging to our civilized being, one that extinguishes the basic planetary understanding of cosmic life.

But what cannot be denied is that there is a human language regarding "god" that is in the end emotionally comforting to many. It shelters us from ourselves and makes us safe from those emotional showers that become stormy encounters as we drift through daily life. The need for truth is obligingly answered for us, so we do not have to plumb the depths of our individual inner being. We can interact in a none judgmental manner under the safe guard of a belief in an all magical god delusion.

However, this human-made idea of reality, even of spirituality is not the baby sitter of human life on the planet. All human progress quite ironically, has been done under the presumption of imagining ourselves, as somehow apart from an organic reality. Lost is the tangible intuitive reality which actually birthed us. Our true mud bound roots, our evolutionarily driven seminally evolved origins have been left behind. We are completely un-evolved regarding the critical necessity of planetary symbiosis. We dismiss this notion as an irrelevant ideology and are willing to simply ignore and cast aside the closely interconnected tightly meshed inner workings that make up planetary life.

If only we had the same reverence towards this Earth as we do for our man-made imaginings of god, if that was so we would fall to our knees in recognition that we are daily poisoning our most reverent salvation. One could only imagine the birthing of a fully aware ethereally empowered, completely web of life intimately linked, organically inspired living sentient world, one that considers the planet they are on to be their sustaining evolutionary creator. Why does it seem that this basic intuitively generated concept is such an impossible dream in our overly commercialized civilization?

The "god-that-should-be" is the impulse for life on the planet, all life. It is the drive to maintain and the call to be, intertwined with the force of aware enlightened understanding. The light and dark, the ebb and flow of waves, in the rain falling, in the dance of light on water or in the rustle of leaves in a wind; it is everything connected as one, this is the real God, and not an imagined one.

Nature's impulse of seminal evolution created each one of us and every other living thing on this fully alive planetary sphere. This planet is the impulse of primal creation; it is our living cosmic creator. It is not abstract nor phony like our intellectually realized notions of God are, it is that truth we humans have earnestly sought to form a relationship with; something we can see, touch, feel, and know it, as the "god-that-should-have-been".

We are literally at one within a cosmic dominion of primal regenerative creation. We inhabit the living web of the biosphere's holistic life stream and share the concept of a "god-that-should-be" with the depths of all organic cosmic awareness. Comfort and consolation must come from ongoing regeneration, the endless cycle of changes, from rebirth out of death to renewal as a collective species. This reality eventually leads into an intuitive knowing, often referred to as enlightenment.

This planet, a fragile fully alive organically animated oasis like outpost, containing the rewards of eons worth of evolutionary refined cosmic life. It truly is a lonely cradle protecting and harboring amongst other things, an organic conscious awareness of itself, through its prime progeny human beings. It has remained a completely undefended living realm and indeed is a wholly innocent live world. It genuinely is an uncorrupted primeval cosmic force of animated reality.

This Earth, the only originator of primary life that we actually know of anywhere, one that is real and tangible, is our one and only evolutionary creator, as well as our long term sustaining host, not to mention our endless eons long provider. All it has tried to do is give us life. And that alone is worthy of believing in. Nature's system, this planet's way of doing things, this is all we have; it is a prime truth that should give us the will to live and more importantly the earnest desire to protect.

Sadly however we are clearly proving that our modern human collective is quite unworthy of this gift. We foolish organic beings are in the process of slowly filling " the god-that-should-be's" womb with a threatening gas as we incorrigible humans perpetrate the most unforgivable action known, the gross violation of planetary moral and ethical organic codes and boundaries. It is nothing less that the cold-blooded murdering of "awareness", the extinguishing of the primary impulse for life through careless, and unchecked human expansion.

This planet very quickly responds to every human action. Farmers and gardeners around the world know this, especially when they plant their gardens, or sow their fields in the spring. But it also responds just as well to negative human input. And the truth is we are irresponsibly forcing a destructive life terminating slash on this unique extremely rare living womb of planetary existence.

In the coming decades our Earth will be driven beyond it's control to unveil its own version of a death mask. As industry and humans collectively pollute the atmosphere it will respond with forceful destructive global warming that alters biosphere living parameters for all things organic. Blackness and the stench of death will descend upon the genuine organic life stream. The spoliation and cruel uncaring murdering of "awareness and being" the essence of primary planetary life, will this be our everlasting legacy as an aware species?

The planet it seems is still waiting for something honorable, respectful, and decent to come along the evolutionary chain and fill the position of respectful revering guardian. It is a position on this Earth that remains steadfastly unfilled.